bored

hello ppl~

yes2, btah dh btah. hmm. aku blank. really blank.

somehow, i feel very distant. i dont know kenapa. but i do. aku rasa dull, boring and uninteresting. amd now, aku nada mood utk blog. hahaha. pedah kn?

bye2 then. xP

Zs.Third(♥)

Songs that reminds me...

of us...

Superman by Lucky Laki

(Hehehe)

"Sakit ternyata, sakitnya cinta. buat aku menangis"

Halo by Beyonce
(How I felt when I was starting to fall for You)

"Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
"

Just So You Know by Jesse McCartney

(How I felt when it felt SO wrong yet SO right)

"I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

[Chorus]
"

Ingat Kamu by Maia

(I tend to ALWAYS think of you)

"Oh Cinta, kenapa semua serba kamu?

Oh Cinta, inikah bila jika ku jatuh cinta?"

Reckless by Papa Roach

(Reckless was all I felt I was)

" Please forgive me while I turn out the lights
Watch this haunted day turn into a wasted night
So cut me off-throw me down
Cause I'm reckless, goddamn son of a bitch!
I'm reckless
So reckless
God save me from this madness
I'm walking on broken glass from the wreckage of my past
I'm locked up in a cage 'cause I'm a prisoner of my ways
So cut me off-throw me out
'cause I'm reckless, I'm a reckless goddamn son of a bitch!
Thank god I've got a women with my name across her heart
Loving me ain't easy, loving me is hard
I'm sorry about the madness but that's the way its gotta be
'cause it takes a crazy woman to love a reckless man like me "

Maafkan Aku Mencintai Kekasihmu by Rebecca
(Well, you can guess by the title of this. I'm realy am sorry)

Sorry by Buckcherry

(Sorry...)

Stay close, Don’t Go by Secondhand Serenade

(The moment i got too attached)

Can’t Get You Fallbrooke

(Well, yeah. that was what I thought)

"This is the last time that I'll try to figure out
How to make this alright.
I've seen this all before.
Lets drive to a new and better place
I wanna make you mine but it's just to hard to face.

I can't get you,
And I can't get used to that.
I can't get you and I want you so bad
And I want you so bad.

I can't get you,
And I can't get used to that.
I can't get you and I want you so bad
And I want you so bad.

This is the first time
That I cared enough to care about
If I'm jumpin too high
But I'm not ready to give up
So lets drive to a new and better place
And baby when we arrive
You can say it to my face...

I can't get you,
And I can't get used to that.
I can't get you and I want you so bad
And I want you so bad.

I can't get you,
And I can't get used to that.
I can't get you and I want you so bad
And I want you so bad. (So BAD! )

Let's drive to a new and better place
I wanna make it right
But it's just too hard to face

I can't get you,
And I can't get used to that.
I can't get you and I want you so bad

I can't get you,
And I can't get used to that
I can't get you and I want you
And I want you... and I want you... so bad"

Lie About Us by Avant ft. Nicole Scherzinger

(Heh..)

Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson

( =') )

Janji Manismu by Terry

(The song that made me cry on the phone with You =') )

Hapus Air Matamu by Dygta
(The song you sang when I DID cry)

Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade
(I was falling for you even deeper & the first song I ever sang to you)

Love Story by Taylor Swift

(First song I sang infront of you)

Bersamamu by Vierra

(Our Song... ='D )

"Memandang wajahmu cerah
Membuatku tersenyum senang
Indah dunia
Tentu saja kita pernah mengalami perbedaan
Kita lalui
Tapi aku merasa
Jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu
Ku tak akan berubah
Ku tak ingin kau pergi s’lamanya

Reff :
Ku kan setia menjagamu
Bersama dirimu dirimu
Sampai nanti akan s’lalu
Bersama dirimu

Saat bersamamu kasih
Ku merasa bahagia dalam pelukmu
Tapi aku merasa jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu
Ku tak akan berubah
Ku tak ingin kau pergi s’lamanya

Back to Reff

Seperti yang kau katakan
Kau akan selalu ada
(Kau akan selalu ada)
Menjaga memeluk diriku dengan cintamu
Dengan cintamu

Back to Reff

Saat bersamamu kasih
Ku merasa bahagia dalam pelukmu
"

Sempurna by Andra and the Backbones
(To me, you ARE perfect!)

"Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

[Reff:]
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

[Reff:]
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku"

I Love You, Sayang.

Regardless what anybody else say.

Zs.Third(♥)

SOLG!!!!

HAHAHA

*Sliding on Groung Laughing*

Apparently, i was the source of that new phrase. is it Byy? ;P

Missed me? No? Well that blows… LOL
This place has been invaded by terrifying cobwebs and evil dust bunnies. And its time for me to shoo those rascals away with my almighty awesomeness.

Huaaa~ *Kung Fu pose*

CHAAA!!!! *Takes out feather duster and start dusting menacingly*

HAI! The life threatening mission has been completed. *Bows honorably*

*got hit on the head with a broom* OUCH!!

You: You fat-ass idiot! Stop fooling around! And start updating!

Me: Okay, whatever… *Rolls eyes and rubs bump*

So, it’s been a month or so I’ve gone missing. A couple of things have happened. For one, the Oct/Nov O’levels began and now has ended. Mine ended on 10th Nov. The exams were okay… kali. HAHA. But okay jua la. Taun ani punya questions more straight-forward than yester years. But, Alhamdulillah la, exams abis udah. Hehehe. Now, I’m free to go out and have fun. Awesome! =D

Eh, babah asked me time tu if aku mau kerja ka nda. And I was like…
O.o *giling2 vigorously*.
Bukannya apa, mau ku kerja. Gnya, aku ne penakut…in working. -___-“ nyeh, I’m just not ready to work yet. Nanti ta ku kerja. Hehe.

Hmm, this happened around 24th October kali. On Facebook. I wrote something on my status (Which I don’t really remember what I wrote) concerning about “Ass and Jubur”… LOL

Kali Byy Bun walled me: “You and Sabri’s ass. Ghee, pundan couple tah banar <3”>

(LOL, the pundan part pasal Len tu. no need ku ceta sini. HAHAHA)

Then I replied; “Hahaha. What can I say? His ass is so FINE~ and it’s all mine! LOL! xP I’m so getting ‘WTF looks’ xP ”

HAHAHAHAHA. Yeah, I was kinda high time tu. Sue me will ya? LOL

Then there was the part Byy Bun said something like I’m a “Certified Paris Hilton” sudah. Like WTH? HAHAHAHA. Thanks byy! ;P

This thing went to school after our BM papers, and we were at the Canteen talking about random stuff until the ass thing was brought up. Sure enough, mua ku merah mcm tomato x time tu. HAHAHA. To make it worse, kawan Sabri were next to our table.

Like…. !@#$%^&*&#%!#$%!@

>.<”””

HAHAHAHAHA.

Gila waaa. Malu jua ku tu nyanta. LOL! (THANK GOD SABRI NADA TIME TU)

Ahh, Oh well. Another Embaressing moment being scribbled into another chapter's page of my life's book.

^_____^

Hmm, about jalan2-ing, im not even sure

ntah laa. hahaha.

Zs.Third(♥)

"Bruised And Scarred"

By
Mayday parade

It all goes back to the first kiss
It was the one I thought I'd never miss
Maybe we were one of the lucky ones
Maybe I'm just not quite strong enough

This was supposed to be the easy part
But breaking down is what I found hard
Now I'm wearing this smile that I don't believe in
Inside I feel like screaming

She gave me every reason to believe I'd found the one
But my doubts somehow they sold me out

I'm bruised and scarred
Save me from this broken heart
All my love will slowly fade and fall apart
Someone please sing this lovesick melody
Call my name if you're afraid
I'm just a kiss away

I'm finding out in the hardest way
The consequence of every mistake I've ever made
Baby what's it like to be alone?
(Baby, what's it like to be alone)
I don't want to know, I don't want to know

She gave me every reason to believe I'd found the one
But my doubts somehow they sold me out

I'm bruised and scarred
Save me from this broken heart
All my love will slowly fade and fall apart
Someone please sing this lovesick melody
Call my name if you're afraid
I'm just a kiss away

So baby be honest
Is this what you wanted?
We lost what we started
And found out much more than we want to know
(More than we want to know)
About how we're letting go
(About how we're letting go)

So baby be honest
Is this what you wanted?
We lost what we started
And found out much more than we want to know

I'm bruised and scarred
Save me from this broken heart
All my love will slowly fade and fall apart
Someone please sing this lovesick melody
Call my name if you're afraid
I'm just a kiss away

Not much mood to blog, but yeahh...

Me and Patin

Me and ByyBun(@my house)

Me&Sabri(@home) <3

SisterFatin, Me & Nana
(@Sumwhere T.T")

Raya-ed with Nana and went to Iman's. ;D

THANKYOU,MAn!! We love! xD

The Random Crackness

Loves... C=

Zs.Third(♥)

Loves & MIss!!!

I'm Missing...

My Bestfriend, Siti Liyana.
Beb, i miss hanging out with you. cracking our asses off.
I remember when we would laugh and talk so much that our work sampai na siap n Cg Ismail balik2 tagur kami. HAHA. My Akane Tsuki. My 'Brilliant Red Moon'. It's been 3 years since I've known you beb. And God only knows how much you mean to me as a friend...and as a sister. Thankyou so much beb, i think i would've been dead by now if it weren't for you.
Loveyou, Beb. =)

My TwinSoul, Muhd Iman Khairi.
Manny. Handy MAnny. HAHAHA. Well, yeah, kami baru kenal last year and i totally fell in love with you man. As a friend i mean. HAHA. kambeng. You were the quiet one. the cute one. and the cool one too. Thus the name 'Reizo Ookami' was born. meaning 'Cool Wolf'. HAHA. me and you got alot in common, and you've been there for me as i did for you. Man, Loveyou.
PS/ ILOVE your EYES!! HAHAHA!! :P

Last but not least...

My Heart, Muhd Sabri.
=)
I found him in the most unexpected way possible. We're currently classmates and... i wont go any further than that. LONG STORY. HAHA. Anywho...i love and ADORE this guy. He's the saint that melt my heart and made it beat again. He makes me smile, laugh, frown and cry. He's funny and ubber adorable to me, regardless. AND he LOVES to bully me. A LOT! nyeh.. T.T' but i love it! And oh yeah, he loves it too. *liat sabri. ;P
Sayang, i'm missing you on every chance i get. which is, all the time!
You make my heart go crazy over you. and i love it that you're the only one that's able to do that. *Dupdap2. jiwang jua ee :p
ILOVEYOU, SAYANG!!


I LOVE YOU!!!

Zs.Third(♥)

Can't sleep.

Yeah, i can't. Why? Pasal... Umm, pasal apa banar a? Haha. Lupa ane wa. Xp Nyeh. Aa atu... In hours time, i'll be having my BM Oral. Nervous gilaaaa~! *pengsan. Hahaha. Over.

Bah, selagi ku bekesempatan ane, bek ta ku update2 dulu. Malas ku ngacau c.AwangSayang. Tdur x ya dah ne *liat jam. Okay tu, sayangs? Awuuu~ *anguk2. HAHA. Lame much? Xp

Hmm.. June O'level results sudah keluar time tu. Bila tu a? 25hb ka? Nth, pokok nya keluar dah. Haha. Anyways, i got through. 2 O's. Alhamdulilah. But, i'm still going to periksa g on Nov. (:
To those na dapat, cuba lagi on this upcoming Nov. I know you can do it. Goodluck guys.
To those yang dapat, congrates. On Nov g tane peksa,jan kan senang-lenang lu. Tunggu ta cuti.
Weseh, becramah aku a. HAHA staie ;p

Currently, aku mendangar lagu "Up against the wall". Penyanyi nya? Boys Like Girls. (Y) i'm a rocker! \m/, A jiwang rocker! HAHAHA. Jiwang x a. Well...nda pulg. Aku suka lagu yang cali2 jua... Apakan, HAHA. Yang penting aku suka apa yang ku suka. Suka hati ku la! HAHA. Mentle. Xp

Wheee~ *gulik2 making self into a slimut roll. HAHAHA. Napa aku hyper ane? -___-" help...?
Pasal nervous tu x a? Ya x jua. Awu ja. Awu kan? Awu bah ja. HAHAHA. Majal. Xp

Annoying ka ne aku time ne?
(Sadang~!!)
Ya wa??
(Awu, sanak ku membca post mu a!)
Sanak napa kau membca jua? T_T'
(Pasal aku sayang kau. Mun udah sayang atu a, sanggup melalui apa saja. Demi sayang ku tuk mu tu wa!)
Apaan, bejiwang ta pulg kau ne? Go away! Shuh shuh!
(Aii, sampai ati mu!! *menangis tesidak2. Gtau bapa mertua ku ne!! *lari.)
Sinting pakah. T.T'

HAHAHAHA. Matehh,apaan aku ane!! *screams!
(nah, ya yang sinting a. Ketawa2,Teriak2 a.)
ADA G MASEH RUPANYA!!
(Awu la, napa kan? Salah? Peduli apa kau)
EH, GO AWAY WA. . . . blablabla...

[dan Simaa beterusan bertengkar dengan dirinya sendiri, bercakap seorang2nya. Pembaca2 blog ini pun berfikir Si Simaa ini tak 'okay' orangnya lalu pergi. Marilah kita ramai2 berdoa supaya anak gadis ini 'okay'. *berdoa* amin~]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Astagahhh~ *ampas dahi.
bah guys, out ku. Krg makin crack g ku krg lau na stop sini. Kamu jua sanak membaca. ;p

Love kamu semua! *paluks.

Zs.Third(♥)

AchoO!! Oink oink!

HAHAHA, Ajeem's signiture pharse.

:P

You can't believe how increadibly cute when he does in real life.

Seriously cute.

HAHAHAHAH.

Opps, ilang eyh ganasnya.

:P

Currently di rumah my cuzn di manggis. i'm bored. so update-update abit. hehehe.

banarnya aku slisma wa ne, yatah t'achoo2. :P

Anyways, hari ne aku skulh. but balik around 11am sal aku ada 'sakit tengkorak'.

hahahahaha

Atleast aku ada masa with Kawan2ku & Sayangku, before puasa.

*kirai2.

Muahahahahaha!

:P

Sorry Sayang aku balek awal.

sorry Byy, me na dpt jga you tim e durg Ajeem buli you.

:P

"Tonight i looked up to the dark night sky,

I saw a so many stars that it made my heart cry."

Here are some songs, that are quite meaningful to me at the moment.

1. 
   
   Bersaamamu - Vierra
2. 
   
   Reckless - Papa Roach
3. 
   
   Breath - Breaking Benjamen
4. 
   
   Here by me - three doors down.
5. 
   
   Dont forget - demi lavato
6. 
   
   Keep me in your heart - Warren Zevon

"If I leave you it doesnt mean i love you any less

Keep me in your heart for awhile"

AND

(21st August)

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO

Ak. Muhd Erizan PH

aka

Abg Ejan.

:D

Zs.Third(♥)